boo, school work

Oh my goodness i'm sitting in bed thinking of all the school work I have to complete within the next two months, wow it's a lot! So much chemistry, biology, and history, booo. I'm not stressed yet though, I don't know if that is a good thing or a bad thing. Probably bad seeing as I work best under pressure. Oh dear.

Random Facts About Myself

- the best snack is oreo cookies dipped in milk
- I used to be stoked to graduate and now that the date is fast approaching I'm so scared
- people always think that I'm shy but really I just prefer to listen
- random dance parties are a frequent occurrence in my life
- the only thing I can successfully bake is pumpkin chocolate chip muffins
- jumping on the trampoline in the pouring rain is one of the funnest experiences
- I love camp Qwanoes and wish that I was working there again this summer
- I miss the relationship that I used to have with Jesus
- I could watch movies all day
- I despise math, my mind can't comprehend it
-I hate it when people don't recycle or when people litter
-I love doing random things with friends
-I'm slightly a hobbit, I basically live in my room
-On a Saturday morning I wont be up until at least 12, unless I have to be
- Me and my brothers are all super alike and this can cause frequent conflicts
- I love listening to music, real music, not mainstream, although it is great to dance too.
- I go to a self pace school and I'm a massive procrastinator, somehow I manage to get straight A's minus math

Judgmental

Being judged is the worst feeling, especially when the judging is coming from people that you thought you were good friends with. I feel like I am constantly needing to watch every word that is coming out of my mouth lately. friends of mine have come to the conclusion that my language has gotten bad, well maybe it has, but their language is no better, it's worse. Not once have I talked to them about them having bad language. They call me argumentative and say that I over analyze everything and that I am sensitive, that is such crap. It takes a lot for me to get upset, I don't let the little things bother me. The only reason this situation is having an effect on me is because it's so hypocritical and the negativity and judgment I'm facing is coming from some of my best friends. The worst part is that I can't talk to them about it because then that will prove their point that I am argumentative and that I over analyze. I guess they don't know me as well as I thought they did.. cool..